Kelly

I have had one hell of a week…. I don’t really care to share about it ;however, I would like to share a result of this weeks hell.  I stopped smoking in early November, a very difficult process that I was very proud to achieve.  I fell off the wagon.  In one week my grandmother died, my daughter had surgery, my son got a double ear infection, I got a c on my ##^%#% psychology paper, and to top it all off I found out today that my adopted brother is in ICU because of a snowmobiling accident. (did I mention my biological brother was the one driving that snowmobile). I am no longer faulting myself for the set back.  All I have to say is how much can one human being take! Spring break can not come soon enough. Although it isn’t a break for me… I have to catch up on my “free reading” (thanks alot Steve). I don’t believe it’s free reading if you are forced to free read, but with a smile on my face I will happily suffer through the fun!@

My response to the ugly truth is that this is obviously a perspective written by a man. Women tend to feel better about themselves when they put their best face forward.  I sometimes wish that every women in the world looked exactly the same therefore they would be judged on what really counts. Any women could get a face lift of lose weight yet not very women would put the effort forth to change the thing that really allows bueaty, or ugly to show through, their personality. Women merely look for reassurance when they ask “how do I look?” Let’s face it usualy we already know the answer to this question.  For me the answer I get for from my husband is usualy for my own amusement.  Women tend to look exactly the same everyday, the only variables in this question are clothes, hair and makeup. Women are merely asking for a little self esteem boost.  I have realized that if I am looking for that boost, asking him how I look isn’t going to cut it.

Let’s face it, the way I do my hair,or change my clothes doesn’t make me who I am.   If people would start realizing this the Psychiatry profession would lose alot of clients! If you base how you feel about yourself (inside or out) on the opinion of one man , a new hair due or a face lift isn’t going to help you. Maybe men have it right in the first place, looks really aren’t that important.

I thought foolishly that general Psychology would be my easiest class.That was extremely foolish of me.  I have realized that just because it’s very easy for me to understand the material, that doesn’t mean that I can retain it.  Reading has never been anything I enjoyed ;however, I must read so much flipping stuff in that class it really drives me bonkers.  I suppose with anything that is difficult I will just have to suck it up and just do it.  That surely doesn’t mean I will enjoy it.  I am running out of things to write about.  I believe Cronin is sucking the life out of my brain little by little.  Am I at 200 words yet.  I believe the answer to that is no.  It is now twenty after twelve.  I am going through a lack of brain power.  Does anyone understand or care about the parts of the brain?  I suppose if I had something wrong with my brain I would probubly like to know.  I have no more to say.

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