High School Drama

So that person that I was talking about earlier… Well let’s just say that things aren’t working out as she thought they would. After she repeated told me that I denied God in her life (note: I can’t even do that, she has to or God has to deny her which I doubt he would ever do), we had this big argument and now I don’t know her anymore and completely ignore her. But strange things have been happening to her after she disowned me because of her brainwashing boyfriend. So far she has been kicked out of her house, her boyfriend ran away from home and went to juvie for 3 weeks, she got ISS because her aunt refuses to have anything to do with her, her boyfriend dropped out of high school (that’s the most retarded thing you can ever do), she still hasn’t quit doing drugs and drinking alcohol, and, finally, she is probably pregnant. It just adds to the fact that she needs to quit all those nasty things because if she is pregnant then she’s going to have a retarded baby on her hands along with it being a bastard and all. I don’t know what to do about her. I’ve tried helping her in the only ways I know how to. I’ve finally realized that if she wants to mess up her life then I’m going to let her because she’s no longer my friend so she has no effect on my life. I hope she goes to a halfway home or a foster home so they can set her straight but no matter how straight she gets her life, I will never go back to being her friend. She has hurt me enough and I will not give her the opprotunity to do it again. Never will I be weak in front of her, never will I comfort her, never will I ask her of anything. She has lost all my trust and my kindness along with it. I will treat her like the dirt underneath my shoes. She is a scumbag and I know that I am way better than she will ever be in her entire messed up life.

My best friend’s name is Courtney Eblen. HEHEHEHE If you spell her last name really fast it sounds likfe you’re actually saying it. Her and I have been best friend’s since I came to this school in 1st grade. We’ve been through so much together. Yes, we’ve had our fights here and there and some of them have been pretty bad but we always stick together. I’m officially her “Mama Bear” and she is my “Kid Cub”. Sometimes she doesn’t like how protective I am over her, but she’ll get used to it. I’ve threatened so many guys that I was going to rip their balls off and many of those ones have run away with their tail between their legs or their just too afraid to break her heart. My best friend and I have been throught the worst and the best together from relatives dying to jumping on the trampoline laughing and acting like elementary kids again. I don’t know what I would do without her. If I hadn’t met her when I was in 1st grade, I’d still probably be the shy girl that I was way back in elementary school. Even though we have had our huge fights and our petty little ones. She will always be my best friend, the one who matters most to me.

So that “friend” that I was talking about in my last blog, I now no longer know…. Wait…. Who am I talking about? I don’t know. All I know is that this “stranger” somehow got my cell phone number and decided to text me and say a bunch of crap about how I denied God in their life. I don’t even know this person and they’re saying that I denied God in their life. I would never do that to anyone. I love God with my life and I want people to believe in him and trust him. Thank God that the stranger quit texting me. I was getting a little creeped out by how brainwashed they were by their boyfriend. It was just weird. I’m not even that whipped from my boyfriend. I love him with my whole life but he’s not gonna be able to tell me what to do and who to hang out with. He’s gonna leave my life before any of my best friends would.

Within my high school, I find a safe house from my psyco dad. He gets angry at me for the stupidest things. For example, today I went to the local coffee shop that is not even 2 miles away from the school. He found me there and got mad at me so he told the staff that I am not allowed to leave the school without him knowing. I’m a 16 year old college student. I don’t drink and I don’t do drugs and I have never smoked a cigarette in my life. What does he see in me that is so bad? I have never been in trouble with the law and I have never got a speeding ticket. Does he think that I’m just like all the kids at school who like to get in trouble? The last time I was in the principals office I was 12 years old and it wasn’t even my fault. It just adds to his anger now because he is quitting smoking and it makes him very crabby. I’m going to send him away on a month long trip so he gets over his moodiness.

I have this friend who has been addicted to all kinds of drugs her entire life. In my opinion, I blame her mom for being such a crackwhore. My friend started drinking and doing drugs at the age of ten. We just got into a fight because I think she is messing up her life and she swears up and down that she’s quitting but I know better. Everytime I gave her a ride home she always talked about how much pot she smoked or how good it feels to party. I would not know any of these things because I’ve swore never to drink, do drugs or smoke cigarettes. One of my other guy friends, who used to be her friend before her stupid boyfriend scared him away, told me that he knows fir a fact that she is lying about quitting. I do care for her a lot but if she wants to do that stupid shit to her body well then I say go ahead.

So that pansy boyfriend I was talking about earlier finally dumped her!!! Hurray!!!!! PARTY!!!!! But, he liked her a lot and he told me that he couldn’t stand looking at her in the hallway knowing that she cheated on him so many times. It’s so sad. He’s actually switching schools because of her. I tried to talk him out of it for like 3 hours. I even tried to bribe him with ice cream and that didn’t even work. We were just beginning to become friends and he’s a really good kid. I just wish that this chick would straighten up and quit cheating on every boyfriend that she has ever had or will ever had. I don’t understand why people date her anyway. She’s such a bicycle. Everyone has ridden her. It’s just gross. I just wish that Cody would stick through it to at least second semester. But I guess I can’t force him.

I have this “ex”friend who has this very pansy-like boyfriend and yes, my “ex”friend is actually one of my best friends from elementary school. She is so mean to her boyfriend. My other friends and I find it very hard to believe that he’s still with her but apparently he doesn’t have the balls to get rid of her. Even when they’re broken up, he cries and whines to one of my best friends and still goes crawling back to her, begging her to take him back. And I mean literally crawling. It doesn’t make any sense. Most people who are in an abusive relationship and finally got out of it would not want to go back to the person who abused them. We have all tried talking him out of it. She cheats on him and hits him and verbally abuses him. I’m not very fond of him but no one should have to deal with a chick like her for a giflfriend. This chick also tries to steal my best friends crushes while standing right next to her boyfriend. He pretends he doesn’t see anything when she rubs up against him and starts batting her eyelashes at the other guy. It’s sad and sickening. I kind of have to act bi-polar around him. I go from being sympathetic for him to almost wringing his neck and telling him to grow a pair of balls and stick up for himself. It’s not healthy to be in a relationship like that. He’s going to be really messed up after he leaves high school.